Ellie S

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Once the veil is lifted, it changes your whole outlook on life forever!

My name is Ellie, I am 33 and have two daughters, aged 17 and 12 years. In what feels like my previous life, I was living in Newtown and employed as an Executive Assistant. Life was amazing as I’d just met my current partner and my role was everything I had ever wanted in a job. I was active and social and enjoyed getting out into nature, hiking with friends and visiting art galleries. I loved getting out there and just being a normal person, enjoying my life. That is now a distant memory to me.

I was told by my employer I had four weeks to have a COVID-19 vaccination. After two weeks we would be forced into unpaid leave and after another two weeks we would be fired if we didn’t comply. At the time I was a single mum paying $750 per week in rent and supporting my daughters. If I didn’t get vaccinated I would have been out on the streets with my kids within four weeks.

After the first two injections I got sick with what they say are “normal” symptoms, and what I would describe as the worst flu of my life. I was just as sick as when I actually had COVID and was housebound for a week.

After the second vaccination, the whole right side of my body went numb but as it wasn’t immediate and I never linked it to the vaccine. I went to the hospital thinking I was having a stroke. It was the most bizarre feeling. All my tests returned normal results and I was told by a doctor that it must have just been a headache. What sort of headache causes your body to feel numb?

It was after the third vaccination that the real damage was caused. As the symptoms didn’t surface until about two weeks after I had it, we still didn’t suspect they were side-effects of the vaccine. We thought that I had multiple sclerosis as everything I was experiencing mirrored the symptoms of MS.

It started while I was sitting next to my partner in our shared office and I alerted him to a weird tingling sensation in my elbow. He just assumed I had hit my arm and didn’t think much of it. The next day the tingle escalated to intense pins and needles that radiated up my arm and down my back. The following week it spread down to my legs, and within a few weeks my entire body was engulfed by this irritating feeling which then progressed to a feeling of cigarettes being put out all over my body. It was a most unpleasant experience, and my body was screaming at me that something was very wrong.

I lost a lot of weight very quickly in that first year — around 25% of my body weight in just four months. I was completely jaundiced with dark circles under my eyes. I looked visibly unwell. My muscles were painfully tensing and contracting, and I experienced pain all down my right side. Thinking back, the initial numbness I had felt was also on the right side of my body. I began to suffer bladder incontinence and sexual dysfunction, both of which are also very consistent with MS.

The beginning of May 2022 saw the onset of seizures. They started with nerve pain then progressed to three seizures per day. My partner would take my blood pressure and I would be in stage three hypertensive crisis. Even though seizure activity was confirmed in PET scans, the treating doctors would continue to put the word seizure in quotation marks on my paperwork, then send me away with an anxiety diagnosis. The level of gaslighting was unbelievable. I could have gone to Emergency bleeding from every orifice and they would have told me I had anxiety.

At one point I was told that a stage three hypertensive crisis could be reached simply via a brisk walk. During another episode I had all the symptoms of a heart attack.

The hospital ran one test……

There were physical symptoms consistent with a heart attack. Something was mechanically wrong with my heart. Yet I was condescendingly asked by the doctor whether I’d ever suffered from panic attacks before. They made me feel delusional. I wasn’t, I was very unwell and needed help.

I went and saw so many doctors because I truly thought I was dying. There was no way I could be experiencing these symptoms and not be seriously ill. Yet every doctor I saw looked at me as if I was crazy. I saw up to 20 doctors and probably 14 specialists including neurologists, endocrinologists, rheumatologist and cardiologists. I saw every doctor you could possibly think of at a personal cost of thousands of dollars. I feared my symptoms were consistent with motor neuron disease (MND) and amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), and having read that last year the US quietly increased funding for ALS by $200,000,000, I doubt this is a coincidence.

Along with muscle weakness, my legs regularly feel like they are going to buckle from underneath me, forcing me to immediately sit down. I had a lumbar puncture but was told everything was normal even though it showed raised proteins. I did everything I could possibly do to purify my body including removing breast implants and having a root canal tooth pulled out. It was like trying to solve a complex puzzle with no experience and no knowledge how to do so. All I knew is that I had to try because the doctors were not to going to do it for me.

Finally a cardiologist diagnosed me with POTS. In saying that, I actually diagnosed myself and asked the doctor to provide me treatment. While he agreed with the diagnosis, he told me there was no treatment. I had to see yet another doctor who was able to prescribe me the recommended treatment for POTS. The incompetence of the doctors put so much additional stress on my body. I have now also being diagnosed with small fibre neuropathy. The nerve damage is ongoing, it will flare up, fade away and then reoccur.

Eventually I was sent to a long COVID clinic and diagnosed with long COVID. However, with long COVID, you get sick with COVID and then don’t recover. You don’t get COVID, get better and then miraculously get sick again six months later. It just doesn’t manifest that way. So it was the long COVID clinic who identified that my illness was in fact, vaccine-related damage. When I arrived at the clinic they said that my symptoms presented as long COVID but due to the timeline, I was obviously suffering with a vaccine injury. It is my belief that most of the people in that clinic are in fact, vaccine injured.

The sad thing is that people in the same position as me are told to get more vaccinations as this might heal them. As they are in sheer desperation, they often do! I am lucky to have a good doctor now who said to me, “Ellie, don’t do that. You already have an overload of spike protein, if you put more into your body, it will only make you worse.” Which is really just basic common sense! Finally I have a doctor who is treating me properly and actually trying to heal me.

I am now on beta blockers to treat POTS, pain killers and opioids which I try not to take often but are the only effective management for the nerve pain. I’m on low dose naltrexone which is what they prescribe to long COVID patients. I also do moxibustion which does help to take the edge off if I do it every week. It is an Eastern treatment combining herbs and acupuncture. At first I was sceptical but it is actually helpful. Unfortunately, it is very expensive and all these things are just management strategies. There is no cure.

I know this is dramatic and people may not want to hear it, but I really want people to understand the magnitude of what all of this has put my body through. My partner and I have seriously discussed the option of going overseas to seek euthanasia. Unfortunately, there are people out there just like me, young mums, who have actually chosen to say goodbye to their kids because they are so unwell. There is a complete feeling of helplessness with zero quality of life. I believe those living with injuries such as mine, have a lower quality of life than a terminal cancer patient. At least there are treatments for them, they are taken seriously, and they aren’t gaslit and told it is all in their head. With vaccine injury, you feel as if there is no end in sight. You have lost everything and you don’t know if anyone will ever help you. That thought is very hard to live with.

I have been seizure free for a year now and the intense brain fog and disassociation has significantly calmed. A year ago, I was walking around the earth like I wasn’t in my body. It was like some form of psychosis. For a whole year I felt so stupid, I couldn’t even remember basic words. I thought I had dementia and didn’t mentally recognise myself. It was so heavy and so scary, and all the while doctors kept telling me I was just “stressed.”

For the last five months I’ve had issues with my lower right leg where it feels like it’s full of cement and it is difficult to walk. I’ve noticed my right foot doesn’t lift all the way off the ground and drags when I walk. I haven’t been able to find a neurologist who will listen to me or rerun the tests to definitively rule out MND and ALS.

Now that I am on medication to stabilise my heart, I have regained the lost weight and I don’t look visibly unwell anymore. Unfortunately looks can be deceiving, and this is not an accurate reflection of the poor state my overall health is still in. If I go to an event like an art exhibition where walking is required, I have to take my wheelchair. I work two days a week but this exhausts me to the point where I cry myself to sleep. To be able to work I have to give up on other things. I have no social life. Things that I loved to do, I will never be able to do again. I have taken up art to give myself a purpose.

Fortunately, I no longer consider suicide as a genuine option. A big part of this change is being able to make peace with what is.

I want to implore others not to just trust blindly, ever! We are guaranteed safety so often and when the problems occur it’s too late to figure out the cause. I am always telling those around me to do their own research. However the information they are presented with is so biased. Even now, it is still so had to access accurate information. I will never have another vaccination, my kids will never have another vaccination and I will never trust the Government again. How can I? How do I accept my whole life has changed forever with no help and no acknowledgement?

I am now unable to work and I am not entitled to compensation as the scheme is so specific and my symptoms aren’t on the list. This is just incredible because when I searched my batch numbers I noticed that my batch has 62 reported adverse reactions and one deceased. They don’t give a sh**t! 

I just want to help people. Even just one person. When I go public, its usually met with crickets! It feels like because it didn’t happen to them, they perceive me as crazy. It is so upsetting as they are completely disregarding my experience. People often tell me I am pushing a political agenda when I share my story online. They queue me in as an “anti-vaxxer” when I respond to one of the many “sudden death” headlines. 

I was never an anti-vaxxer. I was pro-vax and I believed the government would never tell us something was safe and effective if it wasn’t.  This is my lived experience that I am now paying the price for. I never had an agenda. I find it hard to imagine I will not live a full life now. I am always fearful that one day soon, I just won’t wake up. When I was at my worst, I cried myself to sleep every single night, terrified I wouldn’t get up the next day. As a person, that changes you.

I have been completely bed-bound. I have no social life. I now rely on a wheelchair. My body can’t cope with basic human things. I know a lot of people who got sick and their partners left them. I could not have done this as a single mum. I am just so incredibly thankful to my partner. I will never be able to repay that man.

I believe it is very possible that the establishment have scurried behind the scenes and changed things. It is the biggest ever cover-up in human history. Eventually the number will be out of control. Barely anyone will be able to work. Hopefully then, what has happened will be undeniable.

We are all, and should be, born free to this planet Mother Earth. Why does the government own everything and we are a slave to the system? Slaves with the illusion of freedom!

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Once the veil is lifted, it changes your whole outlook on life forever!

My name is Ellie, I am 33 and have two daughters, aged 17 and 12 years. In what feels like my previous life, I was living in Newtown and employed as an Executive Assistant. Life was amazing as I’d just met my current partner and my role was everything I had ever wanted in a job. I was active and social and enjoyed getting out into nature, hiking with friends and visiting art galleries. I loved getting out there and just being a normal person, enjoying my life. That is now a distant memory to me.

I was told by my employer I had four weeks to have a COVID-19 vaccination. After two weeks we would be forced into unpaid leave and after another two weeks we would be fired if we didn’t comply. At the time I was a single mum paying $750 per week in rent and supporting my daughters. If I didn’t get vaccinated I would have been out on the streets with my kids within four weeks.

After the first two injections I got sick with what they say are “normal” symptoms, and what I would describe as the worst flu of my life. I was just as sick as when I actually had COVID and was housebound for a week.

After the second vaccination, the whole right side of my body went numb but as it wasn’t immediate and I never linked it to the vaccine. I went to the hospital thinking I was having a stroke. It was the most bizarre feeling. All my tests returned normal results and I was told by a doctor that it must have just been a headache. What sort of headache causes your body to feel numb?

It was after the third vaccination that the real damage was caused. As the symptoms didn’t surface until about two weeks after I had it, we still didn’t suspect they were side-effects of the vaccine. We thought that I had multiple sclerosis as everything I was experiencing mirrored the symptoms of MS.

It started while I was sitting next to my partner in our shared office and I alerted him to a weird tingling sensation in my elbow. He just assumed I had hit my arm and didn’t think much of it. The next day the tingle escalated to intense pins and needles that radiated up my arm and down my back. The following week it spread down to my legs, and within a few weeks my entire body was engulfed by this irritating feeling which then progressed to a feeling of cigarettes being put out all over my body. It was a most unpleasant experience, and my body was screaming at me that something was very wrong.

I lost a lot of weight very quickly in that first year — around 25% of my body weight in just four months. I was completely jaundiced with dark circles under my eyes. I looked visibly unwell. My muscles were painfully tensing and contracting, and I experienced pain all down my right side. Thinking back, the initial numbness I had felt was also on the right side of my body. I began to suffer bladder incontinence and sexual dysfunction, both of which are also very consistent with MS.

The beginning of May 2022 saw the onset of seizures. They started with nerve pain then progressed to three seizures per day. My partner would take my blood pressure and I would be in stage three hypertensive crisis. Even though seizure activity was confirmed in PET scans, the treating doctors would continue to put the word seizure in quotation marks on my paperwork, then send me away with an anxiety diagnosis. The level of gaslighting was unbelievable. I could have gone to Emergency bleeding from every orifice and they would have told me I had anxiety.

At one point I was told that a stage three hypertensive crisis could be reached simply via a brisk walk. During another episode I had all the symptoms of a heart attack.

The hospital ran one test……

There were physical symptoms consistent with a heart attack. Something was mechanically wrong with my heart. Yet I was condescendingly asked by the doctor whether I’d ever suffered from panic attacks before. They made me feel delusional. I wasn’t, I was very unwell and needed help.

I went and saw so many doctors because I truly thought I was dying. There was no way I could be experiencing these symptoms and not be seriously ill. Yet every doctor I saw looked at me as if I was crazy. I saw up to 20 doctors and probably 14 specialists including neurologists, endocrinologists, rheumatologist and cardiologists. I saw every doctor you could possibly think of at a personal cost of thousands of dollars. I feared my symptoms were consistent with motor neuron disease (MND) and amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), and having read that last year the US quietly increased funding for ALS by $200,000,000, I doubt this is a coincidence.

Along with muscle weakness, my legs regularly feel like they are going to buckle from underneath me, forcing me to immediately sit down. I had a lumbar puncture but was told everything was normal even though it showed raised proteins. I did everything I could possibly do to purify my body including removing breast implants and having a root canal tooth pulled out. It was like trying to solve a complex puzzle with no experience and no knowledge how to do so. All I knew is that I had to try because the doctors were not to going to do it for me.

Finally a cardiologist diagnosed me with POTS. In saying that, I actually diagnosed myself and asked the doctor to provide me treatment. While he agreed with the diagnosis, he told me there was no treatment. I had to see yet another doctor who was able to prescribe me the recommended treatment for POTS. The incompetence of the doctors put so much additional stress on my body. I have now also being diagnosed with small fibre neuropathy. The nerve damage is ongoing, it will flare up, fade away and then reoccur.

Eventually I was sent to a long COVID clinic and diagnosed with long COVID. However, with long COVID, you get sick with COVID and then don’t recover. You don’t get COVID, get better and then miraculously get sick again six months later. It just doesn’t manifest that way. So it was the long COVID clinic who identified that my illness was in fact, vaccine-related damage. When I arrived at the clinic they said that my symptoms presented as long COVID but due to the timeline, I was obviously suffering with a vaccine injury. It is my belief that most of the people in that clinic are in fact, vaccine injured.

The sad thing is that people in the same position as me are told to get more vaccinations as this might heal them. As they are in sheer desperation, they often do! I am lucky to have a good doctor now who said to me, “Ellie, don’t do that. You already have an overload of spike protein, if you put more into your body, it will only make you worse.” Which is really just basic common sense! Finally I have a doctor who is treating me properly and actually trying to heal me.

I am now on beta blockers to treat POTS, pain killers and opioids which I try not to take often but are the only effective management for the nerve pain. I’m on low dose naltrexone which is what they prescribe to long COVID patients. I also do moxibustion which does help to take the edge off if I do it every week. It is an Eastern treatment combining herbs and acupuncture. At first I was sceptical but it is actually helpful. Unfortunately, it is very expensive and all these things are just management strategies. There is no cure.

I know this is dramatic and people may not want to hear it, but I really want people to understand the magnitude of what all of this has put my body through. My partner and I have seriously discussed the option of going overseas to seek euthanasia. Unfortunately, there are people out there just like me, young mums, who have actually chosen to say goodbye to their kids because they are so unwell. There is a complete feeling of helplessness with zero quality of life. I believe those living with injuries such as mine, have a lower quality of life than a terminal cancer patient. At least there are treatments for them, they are taken seriously, and they aren’t gaslit and told it is all in their head. With vaccine injury, you feel as if there is no end in sight. You have lost everything and you don’t know if anyone will ever help you. That thought is very hard to live with.

I have been seizure free for a year now and the intense brain fog and disassociation has significantly calmed. A year ago, I was walking around the earth like I wasn’t in my body. It was like some form of psychosis. For a whole year I felt so stupid, I couldn’t even remember basic words. I thought I had dementia and didn’t mentally recognise myself. It was so heavy and so scary, and all the while doctors kept telling me I was just “stressed.”

For the last five months I’ve had issues with my lower right leg where it feels like it’s full of cement and it is difficult to walk. I’ve noticed my right foot doesn’t lift all the way off the ground and drags when I walk. I haven’t been able to find a neurologist who will listen to me or rerun the tests to definitively rule out MND and ALS.

Now that I am on medication to stabilise my heart, I have regained the lost weight and I don’t look visibly unwell anymore. Unfortunately looks can be deceiving, and this is not an accurate reflection of the poor state my overall health is still in. If I go to an event like an art exhibition where walking is required, I have to take my wheelchair. I work two days a week but this exhausts me to the point where I cry myself to sleep. To be able to work I have to give up on other things. I have no social life. Things that I loved to do, I will never be able to do again. I have taken up art to give myself a purpose.

Fortunately, I no longer consider suicide as a genuine option. A big part of this change is being able to make peace with what is.

I want to implore others not to just trust blindly, ever! We are guaranteed safety so often and when the problems occur it’s too late to figure out the cause. I am always telling those around me to do their own research. However the information they are presented with is so biased. Even now, it is still so had to access accurate information. I will never have another vaccination, my kids will never have another vaccination and I will never trust the Government again. How can I? How do I accept my whole life has changed forever with no help and no acknowledgement?

I am now unable to work and I am not entitled to compensation as the scheme is so specific and my symptoms aren’t on the list. This is just incredible because when I searched my batch numbers I noticed that my batch has 62 reported adverse reactions and one deceased. They don’t give a sh**t! 

I just want to help people. Even just one person. When I go public, its usually met with crickets! It feels like because it didn’t happen to them, they perceive me as crazy. It is so upsetting as they are completely disregarding my experience. People often tell me I am pushing a political agenda when I share my story online. They queue me in as an “anti-vaxxer” when I respond to one of the many “sudden death” headlines. 

I was never an anti-vaxxer. I was pro-vax and I believed the government would never tell us something was safe and effective if it wasn’t.  This is my lived experience that I am now paying the price for. I never had an agenda. I find it hard to imagine I will not live a full life now. I am always fearful that one day soon, I just won’t wake up. When I was at my worst, I cried myself to sleep every single night, terrified I wouldn’t get up the next day. As a person, that changes you.

I have been completely bed-bound. I have no social life. I now rely on a wheelchair. My body can’t cope with basic human things. I know a lot of people who got sick and their partners left them. I could not have done this as a single mum. I am just so incredibly thankful to my partner. I will never be able to repay that man.

I believe it is very possible that the establishment have scurried behind the scenes and changed things. It is the biggest ever cover-up in human history. Eventually the number will be out of control. Barely anyone will be able to work. Hopefully then, what has happened will be undeniable.

We are all, and should be, born free to this planet Mother Earth. Why does the government own everything and we are a slave to the system? Slaves with the illusion of freedom!

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4 thoughts on “Ellie S”

  1. I’m so sorry that the government and health department have let go down as with so many , I pray 🙏 for your recovery and will never forget the damage that has been bestowed on so many, pray for you xx

  2. Rosalie Phillips

    I am so sorry you are so ill.
    You are very strong & brave telling it like it is.
    I admire you very much .

  3. Sadly, your story is common. I know a young mum in her 30’s. Had the jab to keep her job with Coles. Got unwell. Months off work. Now on reduced hours. Has a permanent heart condition. No compensation. Fully vaxxed! Healthy prior to then.

  4. 1st moderna bullet, 14/1/2022 i woke up unable to walk talk or swallow 2/2/2022 diagnosed with MS on 9/5/2022, that self injections, almost finished me off. Crainiosacral therapist saved my life, doctors continued to try to end it.
    I feel for you and unlike so many, i completely understand what you are going through. Stay strong god bless 🙌 🙏 ❤
    My symptoms are exactly the same. Out of a wheelchair now.

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